Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Should I join them?

The following post has been rated "Insanely Insane" by the Blog and Fanfic Review and Classification Board. Viewer discretion is advised.

This post has been rated SURREAL.

I am unique person, because I am already born with a powerful bloodline as a mortal. But people have mistaken me to be an evil person because of this.

Midgard has always been my house. The day has been different since the gods have summoned me to work for them. I and a few others have served them in mingling and keeping the peace of the populace. There were many of us summoned by the gods.

The alluring and feisty Dominatrix was both my critic and my ally, whom I highly respect, now summoned by our former handler, Phage, to another dimension. The innocent Hikaru has been a reliable person to work with, even to this day. Dolby and Genocide remains lurking, whose whereabouts I know not, as well. However, I still see them in occasion.

But not all of them have stayed or shown up again. Intensity worked his own way, but done his job well, and has quit to settle down. Berelain was the most beloved, but she has never been heard of ever since after an unknown incident took place. The same fate befell Serendipity, Luthien, leaving without reason. Kusanagi, my mortal enemy by blood has been surprisingly a cooperative and trustworthy companion, who, too, has his whereabouts unknown. On the other hand, rumors had it that Temperance was elevated to godhood, but nobody knows, not even I.

Because of this, a new batch of mortals were summoned to aid the 5 remaining older generations. They came in a timely manner.

My excellent handling and contributions has caught the attention of the other gods, Silvermaine and Verdandi. They are interested in assimilating me for my worth, but they have seen that my power has not matured yet to their standards, and the full power of the Orochi has not completely manifested in me, despite the fact that I am a pure Orochi. Those who are half-orochi would have profound trouble controlling their power, it can even cause their own destruction if they can't handle it.

Another problem is a recurring instinct of mine that is a direct influence of Orochi; the desire to destroy humankind. Even though I have successfully controlled this urge, the rage grows wild in hatred and tension. Even Dominatrix sees this and tries to control me. There were times that the blood is now speaking, no longer my mind.

Would I be able to control this compeltely? I would become no different to Sakray if it were so, but then, the only way to find out is to take the place.

And now, I protect, cooperate and watch over the other gods and do their biddings. For many times, I have served biddings from Lilith, Phage, Kaeko, Silvermaine and Verdandi. In many occasions, Lord Tristan has asked me for such biddings as well, in which I carry out loyally. I will continue to do this for all time, even if I would not be raised to godhood.

But while I serve the gods, I serve too a messenger of an even higher god, whose blood runs within me.

No comments: