Disappointments

It's sad that most of my comrades have been preoccupied by their real lives.

I miss the old days when we all worked as a team and worked things out as one.

But, ah, we all do not grow any younger. We get families. We get children. We age.

Perhaps I should be happy that I have given up my humanity ages ago.

However, even yours truly, with the powers of Orochi, is not immune to the damnation humanity has imposed. (Though I don't get to suffer the same fate as they do in certain situations, heh.)

Humans fear what lies ahead. This is because it's literally unchartered territory, and the fear of making the fatal mistake is dominant.

On another note, on Women's day, I read Morrigian's blog (linked from here, check out the links) and read all about a poem dedicated to women. Let me snip a sample of it.

If you are a minute late, she complains it's hard to wait
If she is late, she says that's a girl's way
If you visit another man, you're not putting in "quality time"
If she is visited by another woman, "oh it's natural, we are girls"
If you kiss her once in a while, she professes you are cold
If you kiss her often, she yells that you are taking advantage
If you fail to help her in crossing the street, you lack ethics
If you do, she thinks it's just one of men's tactics for seduction
If you stare at another woman, she accuses you of flirting
If she is stared by other men, she says that they are just admiring

Let me comment on this as an Orochi. I'm more effective at this rather as being Kaiba, where I'm more likely to say stuff that I would regret later.

Women may have their excuse of getting exclusivity and getting the excuses they need to get their way... but this is inequality at its worst. People are forced to make excuses for a woman. This is not right.

Moreover, it imposes things that are outright unfair. It is right when done to a woman, but WRONG when done to a man. This is certainly twisted.

In the aspect of romance and value, this would be excusable and tolerable.
This is unacceptable for someone like me.

But why, you ask?

When people asked long time ago for gender equality, women got what they want.
But as time goes by, women realize their potential, value, and power. Without respect to the other gender, this brings women to an uneven slope; the exact inverse of what has happened before, when the men were dominant.

Don't get me wrong. I have nothing against women being successful; but when they use their position to gain unfair advantage, to the point of trampling men over like they're nothing, this is where trouble starts.

My words may reek of communism, but man and woman should work hand in hand, not work against the other. When this happens, you do not get harmony in the world, and you set each other into inevitable self-destruction.

Neither men nor women can live without the other. Men alone can't procreate. Neither can women.

And I'm still looking for a good blog design. All my drafts are horrible, and I'm not going to stop until I find a design that fits.

The blood runs wild, again...!

I have updated the Blogger platform for this blog.

And today, Ragnaboards has once again, given rise to my persona.

The persona that hated humans.

I can never wonder for myself as to why I've never liked the human race. And like my alter ego, seek any opportunity to bring them to ruins.

I've always joked, when I first used this alias, that I would one day go wild and act exactly like him, and feel overwhelming hatred for the human race. As a moderator persona, I only utilize the fearsome side of him that I use to reinforce my assertion.

But little did I know that I was slowly beginning to act like him. Think like him. Reason like him. The only thing needed are my other counterparts; Yashiro, Shermie, Chris, and the others.

But let's be serious. I'll admit that I, as my own, and not as Goenitz, hate humankind too. But, perhaps, unlike the real Goenitz, I would still see a ray of hope for those who are striving to be different from the mundane. The real Goenitz, and the whole of the Hakkeshu, would simply say, "Death to all humankind!"

The difference is, people in the unrepentant wrong will always be the foremost recipients of the hatred that I have for humankind, and give those who repent another chance. The Hakkeshu, on the other hand, will always dispense hatred, repentant or not.

But there are times I act like a Hakkeshu. The jeers and cheers of the sinners only fuel this. A taunt that I have been defeated by Kyo, Iori and Kagura? That means nothing, in fact, I thank you for reminding me, and now, I am less sympathetic to humans. And when I'm detached to them, I am able to do things that a human have great difficulty doing; dispense justice even to the best of friends.

Shouldn't I be thankful to the botting community/botters/lamers/flamers/bot advocates for indirectly fueling what I do best? Maybe. Useful as they are, in the end, they too will see red. A sea of blood. From their own bodies.

Septette for the Dead Princess

Let me tell you about one music my friend let me listen to, some days ago.

He told me it was an arranged tune from a shooting game. And the track title is Septette for the Dead Princess.

He made me listen to the original and the arranged tunes. It's not a funerary music. The arranged track sounds like one, however, and it sounds like a theme track for a movie.

But you know what is strange? I could see a complete flashback from the beginning of my existence as an RB moderator when I listen to the music. How touching, indeed.

Once I find a suitable host, I could upload the track and let you listen to it. This isn't possible currently, because the MP3 is quite large.

More of things from the underworld

Greetings. It has been a while since I posted, and I have been convinced by several factors to return to journalizing my actions.

1. I have more free time now.
2. There are things that I feel people must know more.
3. I have more acquaintances back in the blogging.

However, several people I know have left LU, including Phage. A sad event indeed. But she still continues in the blogging, despite the departure.

And now the explanation; what's in the underworld?

Server problems.

Do any of you recall Hell Week? My, what an infamous event forever engraved in people's memories. People's faith to LU were tested to the very limit, but in the end, this was all worked out.

People should learn to strengthen their faith, instead of assuming, complaining, and cursing. Life would be more simple that way.

And yes, I still hate bots, and will still do everything and anything to destroy them. Even if it takes an Orochi-style Armageddon to make this happen. Yeah, bad for company profit, but money is regainable. Integrity and reputation, isn't as easy as money.